67473) Sometimes I just go into public bathrooms so I can use the warmth of the automatic hand dryer because I’m freezing all the time.
My GP just triggered the shit out of me.
“We aren’t calling it anorexia anymore, just eating disorder, right? You’re not that bad.”
Cool thing to say to someone with an eating disorder, doctor.
I don’t already struggle with feeling not sick enough.
Anonymous asked: hello, I follow your blog all the time. Why do you never post anything personal? Not to say you don't have a good tumblr, but especially for the recovery tag, you never seem to give your opinion. Wow that sounds critical but I meant to say I'd LOVE to hear how you're going!
Hey :) I’m flattered you follow me frequently as I don’t deem myself that interesting! I don’t usually post personal updates as I don’t want to flood other people’s newsfeed with possibly triggering opinions. Plus, I don’t want to ‘impose’ my problems on others. I don’t feel that way when other people tell me theirs, as I love to listen, but when it comes to myself, I really struggle. Especially to openly express my thoughts/feelings. However, if you inbox me I’d be happy to talk privately :) All the best darling, hope you’re going well! xxx
I don’t want to be another fucking statistic. I don’t want to die. I don’t want to hurt myself. I don’t want to be sick. I don’t want an eating disorder. I want to be one of the “lucky” ones who not only comes out alive but actually learns to truly live and love herself. I want to be me.
It isn’t luck, just hard work.